I have always loved beginnings. Beginnings bring so much hope, nervousness, uncertainty, anticipation, thirst, hunger and a zeal to carry on. It is in that beginning when you feel invincible, the most hopeful, and you believe that things will work out. That good things are a-coming!
And it is probably this love and passion for beginnings in general that I have that makes me averse to endings, goodbyes... that finishing line. That's why I'm not much of a finisher. How I would love to be a finisher, someone who gets things done, and how! But I don't. I don't finish things...because a part of me, a part of my heart gets left behind at the beginning of it all. Probably sitting at some corner being hopeful, feeling invincible.
During the time I spent avoiding a finishing line is when random, disconnected thoughts cross my mind. Thoughts far removed from the scenario I'm in or thoughts sparked off from a conversation with a friend. Or a picture I saw or a song I heard. Sometimes they have the audacity to connect and make sense. Those times I feel like I have to pen them down just so I can show the world how ballsy they have been!
And it is probably this love and passion for beginnings in general that I have that makes me averse to endings, goodbyes... that finishing line. That's why I'm not much of a finisher. How I would love to be a finisher, someone who gets things done, and how! But I don't. I don't finish things...because a part of me, a part of my heart gets left behind at the beginning of it all. Probably sitting at some corner being hopeful, feeling invincible.
During the time I spent avoiding a finishing line is when random, disconnected thoughts cross my mind. Thoughts far removed from the scenario I'm in or thoughts sparked off from a conversation with a friend. Or a picture I saw or a song I heard. Sometimes they have the audacity to connect and make sense. Those times I feel like I have to pen them down just so I can show the world how ballsy they have been!
1 comment:
Nice thought about not being a finisher and loving the beginning. It highlights the face that the journey is always more beautiful than the destination. Keep it up :)
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